I think fear has its way of being a disruption, but at least I won't let it stop me from saying this:
There are now many people who are getting to know me, as I am getting to know myself.
All I did in the interview videos were reflect an insight of all that I have encountered and experienced. With that said, nothing is constructed. Even within my mind, today, I am still trying to settle everything that I have experienced, whether if they were shared to the public or not.
(someday want to construct it into a book)
My new discoveries of myself, could change the opinions that I have stated, tomorrow, because there are still, and forever will be, many things I am learning about.
Perhaps this goes for anyone, but speaking for myself, I am afraid of sounding like a hypocrite later on if and when my opinions change based on all the knowledge I am obtaining.
And maybe I say all of this to say, I am just hoping for understanding that I am still evolving and constructing my site.